Thank you for leading me through. Thank you for teaching me a lot. I am grown up now. I saw a lot, a heard a lot. You are the one who bring me into the whole new world. You are my really special one ever in my life...
Flowers fade, the fruits of summer fade, They have their seasons so do we. But please promise me that sometimes You will think of me
Let your memories stay underneath...
You fight for your life And I will fight for my dream as well.
Almost 4 months I deserted this blog site, for the period which I started forgetting something... something Important and Signigficant..After reading back my past entries, it feels like I found my lost soul. Look back my past two years... things and ppl keep going pass my life...or I go pass many many things and ppl.... just like a train. Each entries are one stop that marks one inccident in my life. When I made those entries, I knew that someday when I review, I will be touched by myself, by the past me...... and now, it works!
Half year ago, I chose to go on my way>> so called my dream. I just thought everything is happening just the way I expected.. Somehow, things happened.....Someone crashed on my way, or I should say we crashed on each other, and then leave. Everthing just happened in a few months.... it doesn't even really hurt when it ends. Most imortant is that it reveals the other side of my personality....totally opposite from the way u know me, or the way I know myself.... totally opposite from the past me... that naive and idealistic me.
These days have been trying to get away from that "old" me..... trying to break into the other unknown world... even starting a new way of living.....meeting some ppl that can bring me to see something new to me......Even trying to do things that not sure if I am able to handle............ I am on the magic carpet:
A whole new world, a hundred thousand things to see I'm like a shooting star, I've come so far I can't go back to where I used to be
Whtever...I will carry on my way.....things just happen as the way they are...at least these time I recognised myself more...I was happy when I was being the "old" me... I think I should be happy being on the magic carpet too... as long as I feel no regrets....
Nothing Ventured, Nothing Gained!! <<<anyway this idiom has never left my mind since I learned it. Hey It is the very first sentence of my entries
